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Name: Samantha
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Pittsburgh
Birthday: 11/9/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: video games, books. Things about fairies and knights, and stuff like that. Bascially if it can be classified as nerdy, then i probably like it. ^_^
Expertise: umm, does eating ice cream count?? o_O
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  sweetsam354
MSN: rockinpixies
Yahoo:  sammysiriusblack
Member Since:
4/20/2005
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| you want so desperately to be alone, but at the same
time you fear it so much. you know how it feels to know that you’re a
bad person, to let your friends down and always be selfish, isolated,
self conscious, bitter, whiny, and obsessive. you listen to what
everyone else has to say, but you never tell them how YOU feel, because
that would mean revealing part of yourself, and you just can’t do that;
you can't let anyone really know you. and your opinion wouldn't matter
to them anyway, and most of all if you took the time to sit down and
try to get all your feelings out for the first time in your life, it
would be completely overwhelming and if anyone ever listened to all of
that, they would understand why you are the way you are...
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| WILL I EVER... ...probably never.   
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| Hey guys! So, yeah, i'm really really bored. (which would explain why i have been on xanga recently) I can't go back to college till the 14th, so i have another week of boredom ahead of me. Oh, what joy... This probably wouldn't be so bad if i had a job. Cause then i would have something to do, and i would be making money. Speaking of jobs, hopefully i'll stop being lazy for like 30 minutes at clarion and go get a bunch of applications. I'll be playing indoor soccer once again. So far i've missed all but one practice. I keep missing practice for the stupidest reasons. For example, there was a practice on tuesday and i missed it cause i forgot what day it was. I knew practice was on tuesday, but i got my days mixed up. I thought that monday was sunday and that tuesday was monday. So, when wednesday came, i thought it was tuesday and i was excited for practice, but it turns out that practice had happened the night before. Maybe that's why calendars were invented?? O_o I felt really retarded cause i didn't know my days of the week.   
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| Hey guys!! ^_^ This past week has been pretty fun. There was Christmas, and all that good stuff. I just got some cds, a movie, videogame, clothes and food for college. But the rest of the week was a lot more fun. I went to antny’s house on Wednesday for a movie night/get-together party thing. It was antny, jess, amanda, kevin, and myself. It was a lot of fun. I wanted to play this game called killer bunnies that kevin had brought, but we didn’t have enough time. Jess and amanda kept making messes, but it was all good. After the party, i had to get jess back to her house by 10:30. We made it just in time, she walked in the door and the clock turned to 10:30. On Thursday i went to the movies to see Eragon. It ended up only being Mia, antny and myself. A bunch of other people were suppose to go too, but everyone kept calling and saying that they couldn’t make it. The movie was pretty good though. I mean, yeah it didn’t follow the book but then no movie based on a book ever follows the book. Just as a movie it was pretty good. After the movie we went back to antny’s house and played nickelodeon’s scene it. I lost horribly though, it was really bad... I don’t watch nick cartoons, I’m always watching cartoon network. On Saturday i went to a holiday party at jess’s house. Jesse was there too. That night was really really fun! All the fun happened in like a span of two hours, and it was all after the party had ended. Jess and her sister both got these really cute penguins that were holding blankets! I loved them, and i want one. Well, jess and i entrusted our lives to jesse and we went to giant eagle and put the penguins in one of those buggies that are shaped like a car. We rode around the store and bought some sour-patch kids with a whole bunch of quarters. And then we went back to jess’s house which is where jesse said that i was fat. And we all weighed ourselves because jesse doesn’t believe that he isn’t fat. So that was pretty interesting. Then on new year’s eve i went to nick’s house with megan. He lives about an hour away from us, on the other side of pittsburgh. It’s a miracle that we didn’t get lost especially cause i was driving and i don’t know my left from my right. When we were coming home on Monday we took a wrong road, but it all worked out cause we still ended up finding our way back home. Well while at nick’s we saw a movie. The pursuit of happyness, which really wasn’t that good. It seemed like it lasted forever. And when we got back to his house we played with the Wii. The wii is pretty freakin awesome!!! It wasn’t all that hard to get a hang of the controls, it was simple to learn. So then we slept over his house and the next day we tried to find this restaurant called On The Border. It was about an hour from his house and the only reason we went there was cause i had a gift card so we used it. All i can say is that this has been one of the most fun weeks I’ve had. ^_^ yay for being able to drive to get to places!! And I’m rather surprised that my parents let me do all this stuff, eventhough i got in trouble for something just about everyday that i came home.   
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| Hello peoples!! My birthday was a few days ago. It was alright. I had chocolate cupcakes! yay!! Didn't really do anything though. I went to walmart because that's the only thing to do for fun around here. I go to walmart a lot, almost everyday. I don't buy anything cause i have no money, i just walk around with other people and stare at stuff. There really isn't anything else to do around here.
So how about on friday i was going home and my car got smashed by a ford explorer. The passenger driver side door has to be replaced. I just have no luck with vehicles. At least the person who hit me is gonna pay for it because they had a stop sign and didn't stop. And we aren't going thru insurance either, so that's really good. I just need to get two more estimates to see how much it will cost to fix it. I have to locate some shops around here. The one estimate that i already have says that it will be about $1300 inorder to fix my car. I'm guessing this girl comes from a rich family or something, because it's gonna cost $1700 to fix her explorer. Hopefully everything works out with the car and whatnot.
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